When I was a junior in high school, I would occasionally join a couple of seniors Friday mornings on the fourth floor prayer room to pray for our school. It was a meaningful time for me, and when the seniors graduated, it was pressed on my heart to continue. Mari Ellen thought it was a great idea and she decided to pray with me every Friday morning. Most of the time, it’d just be the two of us – we’d open up the box with the names of the seniors and pray for them, and pray for the upcoming events at BFA, and just pray together. With Mari Ellen, it always showed how much she loved God and how much she loved and cared for the people around her. I got to talk to her about the things on my heart and she listened and she cared. I wonder if I truly expressed how much that year with her meant to me. With so many people in her life, I can’t help but wonder how she had that much love to give. She was a true reflection of God’s love to those around her. She touched so many people’s lives with her encouragements, her listening heart, her hugs, her time, and her contagious big laughter. She touched mine. Now she is in our Father’s embrace.
with Mari Ellen at high school graduation 2007
I couldn’t help the tears last night, but as the Bible says, “We do not grieve as those who have no hope.” (I Thessalonians 4:13) I bet heaven is ringing with her laughter right now.
I went back to Mari Ellen’s blog (http://www.xanga.com/mereeser), in search of her words of wisdom and comfort from her positivity. An excerpt of what I read dated February 27, 2011:
“The delight of reunions…And yet, there is something about it makes me long for heaven. I was thrilled to spend time with Daniel, Lori, Laurie, Gary, and the other folks from Ventura. Of course the hope of eternity with them is thrilling. And I KNOW that eternity with Jesus will be way better even than being with them, but sometimes I wish I had more time with than just the 10 days together every other summer. Perhaps this feeling of loss is because I know I won’t be part of the REFRESH retreat this year? I’m reminded that fellowshipping with other lovers of Christ is a taste of being with Jesus Himself. I know that the deep joy I experienced at reuniting with former students will be nothing compared to our eventual uniting as Christ’s bride.”
And also from May 20, 2009:
“What do I want them to write on my tombstone?
She loved people and more than that, she loved Jesus.”
Mari Ellen, you did that and you did it so abundantly.
Mari Ellen, I miss you and I love you. I hope you’re having an awesome time exploring heaven and spending face-to-face time with Jesus. I hope you get to meet Sung-hyun, and if you do, say hi to him for me. I’m going to love Jesus and love the people around me with the love that you showed me. Thanks for being part of my life.